Blank Mind

I wish my mind just went blank.
Not thinking, not making me suffer, not letting me bring harm among myself.
Just blank sweet nothing, just dark no sound, no over analysing, no nothing.
A music that is brought by silence and ends in silence - letting you enjoy every second.

Am I not allowed to have a blank mind, or am I just not allowed to love you in the big dark nothing.
Let me dance and enjoy you with all my might, because nothing more matters when the noise comes back to take you away from me. Letting me once again suffering and waiting, waiting... just waiting.